I wasn't looking for God. I wasn't sick or poor, lame or halt. I didn't go drugs or have an alcohol problem.
We lived in a 5,300 sq. ft. house on the thirteenth tee in an exclusive neighborhood across from the Mayor of Oklahoma City. I was the General Manager of an automobile dealership and made a substantial income.
In short, life was good.
Then, one day in the fall of "86, my boss stopped talking to me. He said he had gone to a Bible study, found Jesus, and could no longer associate with “unbelievers.”
Unbeliever? What was he talking about? I believed in God. Heck, I was raised a Methodist and had the attendance pins to prove it.
I found a New Testament paperback in the waiting room and took it home. There was a bookmark with “The Sinners Prayer” in the back of the book; I went back into my closet (I didn't want anyone to see or hear me) and read that prayer aloud…nothing happened. No Angels singing, no trumpets blaring.
Nevertheless, I repeated that prayer every night until I finally got up the nerve to say what I really wanted to say, “God, if you’re real, I want to know.”
You see, it’s not about believing in God…even demons believe in God, and tremble (James 2:19) It’s about BELIEVING God; walking in his ways and obeying his voice…and you can’t (or won't) until you know, without a doubt, God is real.
I know this sounds trite, but God wants to know you...and he wants you to know him.
Seek God with all your heart and pray as I prayed over thirty years ago, “God, if you’re real, I want to know.” If you’re sincere, God will reveal himself in his way, in his time, according to his purpose; and you will no longer hope, assume or even believe God is real…you will know he's real.
Until you know, without a doubt, God is real...nothing else matters.
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